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He's All Grown up

         He’s growing  up. I knew this day was coming but I didn’t expect it to feel like this. My son is leaving for the Army Reserves soon and I’m super proud along with other emotions. People tell me, “oh you should be proud, he’s making a decision to better his life”... listen, l have never said I’m not proud, it’s just that he’s like my best friend. We’ve grown up together, through ups and downs, through many mistakes and victories.

         He’s been my ride or die. Now, I have to let go and let him be his own man. That is what I’m struggling with. The letting go, however, I know it’s necessary. I prayed that this day would come. I prayed over him everyday that he be an awesome young man and  I can send him off into the world to make his own mark. I prayed God will send an angel to protect my angel.The moment of truth has arrived and it’s truly bittersweet.


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